Despondent Dedication
This song is dedicated to you
The one who’s love I never knew
Scowls and eyes that put me down
Emotions killed and buried in the ground
Never was I good enough
Always, I was a skeezy putz
This song is dedicated to you
And all the affection that I never knew
And I know I will be alright
Never gonna lose myself
And I know that I will always fight
Never gonna lose myself
This is dedicated to you
And all the punches that you threw
All the skin that turned black and blue
And to the feelings that turned askew
This is a dedication to that foul sensation
Taking those memories and creating a cremation
I remember those days of a pain infestation
But now I rid myself of that lamentation
And I remember every bruise
But Im no longer going to lose myself
And I know it was once an excuse
But Im no longer going to lose myself
Because this song I dedicate to life
And to attain it, there is always a price
All that has been inflicted, was a creation of my now
This song is dedicate to gaining strength from what’s foul
I’m haunted by the masses that made me feel inferior
My mind fooled me into thinking, that was my image
I never realized that the value lied in the interior
And its never were you start, it is all in how you finish
And I remember every painful feeling
But that does not define myself
And I know that the future will be beaming
Because that is what I expect form myself
ZeN