The roll of thunder, the lighting of the sky,
the earth becomes still, hell brings us a darkness of life,
I lie, I cheat, I steal, I am the addiction you thought you would never feel,
I lay in bed and sweat, shake, quiver, and hurt,
my hunger, my pain, I need more, I want to run away,
I want to die, the misery and the shame, now I have no pride,
the fire burning in my eyes, the gold dust flows through my veins,
the fear of darkness and the devil’s sight, oh please God release me from this fight.